photo 

photo 

V
V
ernandez 
ictoria  

ihave to tell you something

In 2022, I  back to the old habits from Your Feelings Are Valid. I was filled with feelings of anxiety, apathy, and self-loathing. It potrarys a quiet environment just like the feeling of dissociation. Each image was taken in a space where I spend most of my time. Making everyday feel repetitive but finding an uneasy comfort. Leaving my environment, the way others but mainly with myself, The mess in my room show how I do not have the strength to tidy up. How old willingly I am to let the mess accumulate over time. In other words, I have fallen back into my old routine. A routine where each day feels repetitive with nothing new and nothing to look forward too, I am not the same person I once was. It was a realization that the person I was before was happy, outgoing, and motivated to keep moving forward. It was a signal of the start of the bad habits arising. Because these habits have returned so was the start of isolating and other thinking.

In 2022, I  back to the old habits from Your Feelings Are Valid. I was filled with feelings of anxiety, apathy, and self-loathing. It potrarys a quiet environment just like the feeling of dissociation. Each image was taken in a space where I spend most of my time. Making everyday feel repetitive but finding an uneasy comfort. Leaving my environment, the way others but mainly with myself, The mess in my room show how I do not have the strength to tidy up. How old willingly I am to let the mess accumulate over time. In other words, I have fallen back into my old routine. A routine where each day feels repetitive with nothing new and nothing to look forward too, I am not the same person I once was. It was a realization that the person I was before was happy, outgoing, and motivated to keep moving forward. It was a signal of the start of the bad habits arising. Because these habits have returned so eas the start of isolating and other thinking.

2023
Archival Pigment Print on Silk Crepe Georgette or Silk Habotai Fabric

About

does it ever go away?

13" x 45"

17" x 21"

here i am again

Digitals 

&

TITLES

17" x 21"

crying, screaming, throwing up

i know you're scared

8" x 45"

14"x 45"

i was doing my best

16"x 45"

look at me, don't you see it

17" x 21"

and it feels so scary

12"x 45"

even if it doesn't make sense

16"x 45"

so what now?

16" x 21"

but it was only an hallucination